Join for FREE | Take the Tour Lost Password?
[x]

deviantART

 
:iconcristalclear13:

~cristalclear13

Crystal Spencer
Sign up to follow this artist's work
ProfileGalleryPrintsFavesJournal
About Me Member General Poet CRYSTAL23/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 6 Years
Needs Premium Membership Statistics 42 Deviations
219 Comments
3,798 Pageviews

Mwah

23 - a sober mommy

Wed Apr 22, 2009, 12:06 AM
  • Mood: Peaceful
  • Listening to: always on my mind by Willie Nelson
  • Reading: where theres smoke by sandra brown
  • Watching: A.I. Danny Matt and Adam are fabulous!!
  • Playing: poker of course
  • Eating: had homemade enchiladas :)
  • Drinking: diet coke always
so wow I turned 23, Shane turned 4 (holy shit!) and I got a new puppy a $1300.00 poop machine lol AWESOME!! she's a bug (pug/boston terrier) the sweetest thing to go w/ my new apartment and the new ME :)

been sober 4 months...clarity is a gift and a mother fucker too. Overall Im much happier and healthier but at times a little lonely, a little bored a lot confused and I now have to deal with extremely sad parts of my life w/ no more booze to wash away the pain. so some days are harder than others :( but I get through those days w/ extra diet coke, a pack of marlboros, licks from my puppy and hugs from my son :)

best parts of sobriety:
(the ugly)
no hang overs
no "what the FUCK did i do last night?"
no guilt/shame
Im not a disapointment

(the beautiful)
I read more, watch TV less
I care more, forgive faster and love stronger
I sing louder, smile easier & laugh harder

and Im gettin sexxxay lol
amazing how fat beer makes ya lol physically starting to feel like "me" again.

No Comments | Previous Journal Entries

deviantID

No deviantID yet.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Marina Del Rey, CA
  • Interests: My 4 year old boy!
  • Favourite movie: true romance, A Bronx tale & dirty dancing
  • Favourite band or musician: David Gray, 3 doors down, wynonna, tupac, Tim McGraw
  • Favourite genre of music: it would be shorter to tell what i dont like.... gospel lol
  • Favourite poet or writer: maya angelou- phenomenal woman
  • Operating System: PC
  • MP3 player of choice: my ipod
  • Shell of choice: sea shell?? turtle shell, the shell station lol
  • Skin of choice: Olive
  • Favourite game: monopoly, poker, baseball I like all games
  • Favourite cartoon character: sully, Mr. buzz Lightyear, boop-oop-a-dooper and incredibaby
  • Personal Quote: "get a grip"

deviantART Community Board

[x]

Comments


:iconnill:
*nill Apr 22, 2004, 2:02:32 PM
Yeah it is VERY nice being home with family. And yeah i filled out a little, up above 200 again. Yeah gavin's parcial walking now, like he gets up on things and walks along them, he's teething badly though..

--
I know enough to know i don't know everything.
:iconalteredreality:
`alteredreality Dec 27, 2003, 9:58:43 PM
Thanks for all your comments over the past year. :-)

--
Reports of my demise have been greatly exaggerated.

Reports of _your_ demise have been premature, but accurate.
:iconschool:
~school Nov 7, 2003, 5:09:14 AM
[link]
You didn't see this link. It's very important
:iconevcfenix:
~evcfenix Oct 8, 2003, 10:34:54 AM
thanks for the comment and motivating words on my latest work! :) :hug:

--
let it pour let it pour let it pour...

Share your literature pieces here:
#LitShare
[link]
Hidden by Owner
:iconwildmonky:
=wildmonky Aug 4, 2003, 7:37:24 PM
that was the hottest thing anyone has ever said to me.

--
Stile's going after Hulk in 1A!
:icondv8ingdan:
~dv8ingdan Aug 1, 2003, 8:45:08 AM
How is it going. When will we see soemthing new from you again. I did finally write a new poem. [[link] . Hope your summer is going well..
:iconxxstellarxx:
~xxstellarxx Jul 26, 2003, 10:33:29 PM
you have alot of great work here and thank you for all the wonderful comments that you have given me. im sorry if it took me awhile to finally say thank you...so THANK YOU! you have an interesting style to you & i look forward to reading some more of your work. :) (Smile)

--
i'm an extraordinary machine
:iconkali1900:
~kali1900 Jul 25, 2003, 12:47:35 PM
Thanks for all u're messages :) (Smile) :D (Big Grin)
:icondv8ingdan:
~dv8ingdan Jun 30, 2003, 12:16:29 PM
Thanks for commenting on my poems.[link]
Sorry it took me so long to get back. It's been a busy last couple of months and a lot has happend since than. I also dont have the emotion to go into the poems like I used to, I think I'm all burned out. I hope your feeling better now. Hope everything works out for you so you can make it to Australia!

DAN
Previous Page12345Next Page

Site Map