unhappily ever after by cristalclear13, literature
Literature
unhappily ever after
"you're in there but just barely"
My fairy tale started out perfect
every girls dream
I was the damsel in distress
you were prince charming
oh so mysterious
loving, patient adoring and sweet
working overtime to repair my broken wings
giving me strength and confidence to get back up and stand on my feet
Oh how the roles have reversed
you try to tear me down
and crush my dreams
negative, bitter, angry and mean
It took a long time to figure you out
but i can now clearly see
I am beauty you are the beast
unhappily ever after by cristalclear13, literature
Literature
unhappily ever after
"you're in there but just barely"
My fairy tale started out perfect
every girls dream
I was the damsel in distress
you were prince charming
oh so mysterious
loving, patient adoring and sweet
working overtime to repair my broken wings
giving me strength and confidence to get back up and stand on my feet
Oh how the roles have reversed
you try to tear me down
and crush my dreams
negative, bitter, angry and mean
It took a long time to figure you out
but i can now clearly see
I am beauty you are the beast
they say that time heals all so in time i'll see
in time i'll grow to forget the wound in me
no time for pitty what is in me let me just pass out
time to hit me with reality to knock me out
i swair i'll live, just leave me in the ocean to drownd
and i'll rise up from the depths a whole new person a round
u want to help? then babe help me from feeling this empty
help me by helping me forget that u met me
free me go away break my shackles and chains
emotionally bared, inside boxed up and afraid
it's kinda funny how vendetta's manifest and unfold
tortures untold find a way to break threw to ur soul
but i'm not gonna fold i'm not gon
Swept away by her fragrance
Her shape and her hair
The feeling leave you dazzled, bewitched and impaired
Forbidden tensions rise
As our eyes collide
The Rush tingling
Up and Down my Spine
Shadows accentuate your shape
there so much beauty in Sin
I feel the cold air outside
But I'm burning with IN
The Heat from your breath,
Caresses my cheek
Can bearly speak
Got FEELINGS so STRONG
But Feeling SO Week
Her hand greets my lips
Till death do we part
Velvet skin
Soft and smooth
Everlong; cannot stop.
Her Touch Eats my PaiN
Hearts beat one and the same
Pressed against me
Feelings are so Hard to ExpLain
Dry AND wet
Yet Wet
My LOVE
Is A tear.
My tear,
Is My LIFE..
My heart beats
Tears trickle down my face every night.
I'm worth Nothing,
I'm Disgusting
That is why I can't give it to you,
Cause I am UGLY
My LOVE is NOT worthy of you.
You are So Beautiful,
You could never LOVE a Guy like ME.
You are incredible,
Your love is MUCH to High for me.
As my tears run down my cheek,
And fall to the Floor,
I just think of you,
How I NEED you,
THEN….
Start Crying Some More…
~JADE
One Step Forward, Two Steps Back
My throat,
it just shakes like a deer in the headlights,
Scaring you piss dry
In your eyes you just waste life,
You just hate night,
Hate the never-ending black it just last like,
It's just fast like
A cowboy wit a gun on his hips,
oh Christ!
Lungs they hack outta my lips, you get under my skin,
spittin the spat shit so I can use all the same subtle old tricks,
It just cock clicks,
While the tock ticks,
Watchin fucked flicks where daddy just hippity
Hop lookit he does dicks!
My mouth on bombing runs with kettles
and acid on cook tops
That comes to a boil
beating time like a
The rain, the rain reminds me of her tears, her tears remind of her face, her face brings me back to a time, a time that I lost and I, I don\'t want to be without her love, but I don\'t know how to go on, I don\'t want her anymore, but I can\'t resist when with her. I can\'t resist her irresistible smile, I can\'t forget the short while, while I was happy just with her, getting lost in nothing more. The rain reminds me of the time, the time when you loved me, I can\'t remember why, why I was so stupid to believe. I need more than an answer, I need more than your lies, I need more than the future, just tell me what I want to hear. I need somet
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