so wow I turned 23, Shane turned 4 (holy shit!) and I got a new puppy a $1300.00 poop machine lol AWESOME!! she's a bug (pug/boston terrier) the sweetest thing to go w/ my new apartment and the new ME
been sober 4 months...clarity is a gift and a mother fucker too. Overall Im much happier and healthier but at times a little lonely, a little bored a lot confused and I now have to deal with extremely sad parts of my life w/ no more booze to wash away the pain. so some days are harder than others
but I get through those days w/ extra diet coke, a pack of marlboros, licks from my puppy and hugs from my son
best parts of sobriety:
no hang overs
no "what the FUCK did i do last night?"
Im not a disapointment
I read more, watch TV less
I care more, forgive faster and love stronger
I sing louder, smile easier & laugh harder
and Im gettin sexxxay lol
amazing how fat beer makes ya lol physically starting to feel like "me" again.