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Current Residence: Playa Del Rey, CA
Favourite genre of music: it would be shorter to tell what i dont like.... gospel lol
Operating System: PC
MP3 player of choice: my ipod
Shell of choice: sea shell?? turtle shell, the shell station lol
Skin of choice: Olive
Favourite cartoon character: Mr. buzz Lightyear
Personal Quote: "get a grip"
  • Listening to: always on my mind by Willie Nelson
  • Reading: where theres smoke by sandra brown
  • Watching: A.I. Danny Matt and Adam are fabulous!!
  • Playing: poker of course
  • Eating: had homemade enchiladas :)
  • Drinking: diet coke always
so wow I turned 23, Shane turned 4 (holy shit!) and I got a new puppy a $1300.00 poop machine lol AWESOME!! she's a bug (pug/boston terrier) the sweetest thing to go w/ my new apartment and the new ME :)

been sober 4 months...clarity is a gift and a mother fucker too. Overall Im much happier and healthier but at times a little lonely, a little bored a lot confused and I now have to deal with extremely sad parts of my life w/ no more booze to wash away the pain. so some days are harder than others :( but I get through those days w/ extra diet coke, a pack of marlboros, licks from my puppy and hugs from my son :)

best parts of sobriety:
(the ugly)
no hang overs
no "what the FUCK did i do last night?"
no guilt/shame
Im not a disapointment

(the beautiful)
I read more, watch TV less
I care more, forgive faster and love stronger
I sing louder, smile easier & laugh harder

and Im gettin sexxxay lol
amazing how fat beer makes ya lol physically starting to feel like "me" again.


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nill Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2004
Yeah it is VERY nice being home with family. And yeah i filled out a little, up above 200 again. Yeah gavin's parcial walking now, like he gets up on things and walks along them, he's teething badly though..
alteredreality Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2003
Thanks for all your comments over the past year. :-)
school Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2003
You didn't see this link. It's very important
evcfenix Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2003
thanks for the comment and motivating words on my latest work! :) :hug:
wildmonky Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2003  Student Writer
that was the hottest thing anyone has ever said to me.
dv8ingdan Featured By Owner Aug 1, 2003
How is it going. When will we see soemthing new from you again. I did finally write a new poem. [[link] . Hope your summer is going well..
xxstellarxx Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2003   Writer
you have alot of great work here and thank you for all the wonderful comments that you have given me. im sorry if it took me awhile to finally say thank THANK YOU! you have an interesting style to you & i look forward to reading some more of your work. :) (Smile)
kali1900 Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2003
Thanks for all u're messages :) (Smile) :D (Big Grin)
dv8ingdan Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2003
Thanks for commenting on my poems.[link]
Sorry it took me so long to get back. It's been a busy last couple of months and a lot has happend since than. I also dont have the emotion to go into the poems like I used to, I think I'm all burned out. I hope your feeling better now. Hope everything works out for you so you can make it to Australia!

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